Thursday, April 24, 2008

april 24

my depression 2:00 am
the saturday night session


rootbeer & vodka’s
victim impact statements break

intended collateral

what had the rage to
my spirit to death?

then something a little odd happened –
karma report said I was alive during the ministry of JC

do I think I am who they say I am

do sins of the father have to impact the suns?

made it home every sunday morning to drag all to church
I went last night
how do I know?
I didn’t see you whoring around last night but I know you were

nails too long hair too short belly too big laugh too loud never satisfied
whore still living with that spick

I bought flowers for myself for the first time in months
campanula pink

any where I am not is best

being called home with the father by the Father is most interesting
who is forgiving who?
& for how long?

twelve years with no parents trying to be a parent = no children

50 years of marriage out dates grandsons

lessons of what not to do are learned so pay no attention to that
mick in the corner

you can always tell how drunk I am by my bangs

first there was a girl,
then there was no girl
and then she left

look at me all clean & boring

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