my depression 2:00 am
the saturday night session
rootbeer & vodka’s
victim impact statements break
what had the rage to
my spirit to death?
then something a little odd happened –
karma report said I was alive during the ministry of JC
do I think I am who they say I am
do sins of the father have to impact the suns?
made it home every sunday morning to drag all to church
I went last night
how do I know?
I didn’t see you whoring around last night but I know you were
nails too long hair too short belly too big laugh too loud never satisfied
whore still living with that spick
I bought flowers for myself for the first time in months
any where I am not is best
being called home with the father by the Father is most interesting
who is forgiving who?
& for how long?
twelve years with no parents trying to be a parent = no children
50 years of marriage out dates grandsons
lessons of what not to do are learned so pay no attention to that
mick in the corner
you can always tell how drunk I am by my bangs
first there was a girl,
then there was no girl
and then she left
look at me all clean & boring